Hi there. My name is Kallie Rose, and I like to blog stuff. So I hope you like the stuff I blog, I am 20, and currently a college student, let's enjoy this time together! Ask away!!
you know what really kills me? spock probably spent his whole life trying to accept the fact that he’d never be in a loving relationship, due to the fact of being half human; he had to keep reminding himself he’s too human for a vulcan to love and too vulcan for a human to love. he knew he had to marry t'pring but he also knew there would never be any love there, itd be mutual acceptance at best; the worst part though, to him, is that he wants a loving and dynamic relationship, and he knows he shouldnt want that, its not logical, and so he pushes all those feelings down as best he can and tries to just accept his life how it is
and then he meets jim and suddenly this bright human who gets along with everyone likes him, a half human half vulcan who exists in an in between space, and his whole world shifts little by little until he realizes theres nowhere for him but jims side and he thinks to himself oh. so this is love but he still thinks jim will never love him back and tries to accept this, content to stay with his captain in any way, until jim kisses him over their chess board one night, his smile brighter than any sun, and suddenly spock realizes he might get a happy ending after all
the water fountain at work has broken so the cafe is handing out free coffee all day and honestly i know this is a bad idea but i am going to abuse this so much and i am ready to face the consequences head on
ive had 17 coffees and i can’t feel my legs but on the plus side ive spoken to god and she seems chill